And here comes that lonely feeling

Oh no! I hate this. I just emailed the last girl I was seeing because I saw her in a restaurant on Saturday night and that was what prompted the split-up with the current (ex)girlf.

She's got a boyf… what did I expect?… and now I've got that empty feeling like what the hell am I doing with my life sitting in this freezing cold studio for the rest of my days and living in the middle of Portslade with not many friends. :(

I do need to meet up with her though. If it's only to get closure on the whole thing. Or am I just setting myself up to be hurt some more?